please... do tell mee... i'm begging you..
SOMEHOW....
=='. i'm getting fat
k, bye..
Blessings,
NANA
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
MODNAR
I spent my precious time so much, trying to figure out how to do a cover on youtube. graorrrrr.. so desperate to find out how they can do their own music cover. anybody knows? please dooo tell me because i've waited for many years and until now i haven't made one. T.T. i really really eager to know how. >.<. Being so frustrated i recorded myself yelling, singing nanana, talking gibberish.. =.='. so boring. i wish i could do this.. envy her
SOMEHOW....
=='. i'm getting fat
k, bye..
Blessings,
NANA
SOMEHOW....
=='. i'm getting fat
k, bye..
Blessings,
NANA
For Good =)
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the thing I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood
Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better
And because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good.
I ask forgiveness
For the thing I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood
Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better
And because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good.
After I listened to this song, i suddenly remember the time i watched the broadway, the first broadway i saw and i was really intrigued by it. Watched "wicked" 3 years ago and i loved it so much. If i have the chance, i will go again. =)
still had a short hair =p
Blessings,
NANA
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
La Paloma~
So, the title today is the name of the song i sang for competition in primary school, precisely 7 years ago... remind me that the time goes by quicklyt.. si ke si ke si ke nio ke nio ... =D
today is my last Tuesday in Medan.. my this very last week will be so precious to me. I spend my time with family and friends. Actually i just went home from Benteng. Having a dinner there because my grandma wanted to treat me. =). my lovely grandma who is very easygoing and playful, she always bought a lot of things and cooked for me. Her curry soup is one of my fav menu =D. will miss it. =(
Anyway, my teeth is getting better, thanks God. =). I can open my mouth now although not widely but i can smile and laugh a little bit-the dentist reminded me not to laugh hardly because the wound will be torn. Do you realize how miserable is it? =.='. and i still can't eat a lot.. only noodles and porridge.
I thought a lot about this. Maybe i shouldn't write here. cause you will know why.. it's not important and i try for not being disturbed by this. =). i hope you will be happy. Me too, one day can find that happiness, but not now. I believe God have the reason and He will give what's the best for me. God will never lead me astray. That's my faith. =)
here's for my ... :
“Promise me you’ll always be happy by my side. I promise to sing to you when all the music dies.”
Blessings,
NANA
today is my last Tuesday in Medan.. my this very last week will be so precious to me. I spend my time with family and friends. Actually i just went home from Benteng. Having a dinner there because my grandma wanted to treat me. =). my lovely grandma who is very easygoing and playful, she always bought a lot of things and cooked for me. Her curry soup is one of my fav menu =D. will miss it. =(
Anyway, my teeth is getting better, thanks God. =). I can open my mouth now although not widely but i can smile and laugh a little bit-the dentist reminded me not to laugh hardly because the wound will be torn. Do you realize how miserable is it? =.='. and i still can't eat a lot.. only noodles and porridge.
I thought a lot about this. Maybe i shouldn't write here. cause you will know why.. it's not important and i try for not being disturbed by this. =). i hope you will be happy. Me too, one day can find that happiness, but not now. I believe God have the reason and He will give what's the best for me. God will never lead me astray. That's my faith. =)
here's for my ... :
“Promise me you’ll always be happy by my side. I promise to sing to you when all the music dies.”
| — | Train, Marry Me |
Blessings,
NANA
Saturday, July 30, 2011
the edge of suffering
I'm in a state of recovery right now. Having a small operation with my teeth last Wednesday and i believe this is the most painful operation i ever had with my teeth. I've gone through root canal and tooth implant, but never as painful as this one. Really a nightmare for me, however i like the dentist. He is good and friendly. =), not like my previous dentist, who always scares me to death. lol. anyway, thanks God that it is getting better and better. Thanks for all of your prayers too. =). Usually, it will bleed for a week, but i think it will stop tomorrow. I'm so glad it recovers very fast. ;). Btw, i'm getting fat. Sighh.. weird.. i only eat porridge and noodle. maybe days before i ate a lot of ice cream. well, need to eat it to freeze the blood. That's the good part of the operation. =p.
One week left.... What should i say about this? excited yet unwillingly to leave. I think spending more time with my family will be a priority for me this week. actually, what i am afraid of is seeing my mom cry. well, never see she cries before, that's why i don't want to see her dropping that tears. I hope she won't cry. please God, strengthen her. =(.
I still haven't packed, sigh. dunno what should i bring.
Blessings,
NANA
One week left.... What should i say about this? excited yet unwillingly to leave. I think spending more time with my family will be a priority for me this week. actually, what i am afraid of is seeing my mom cry. well, never see she cries before, that's why i don't want to see her dropping that tears. I hope she won't cry. please God, strengthen her. =(.
I still haven't packed, sigh. dunno what should i bring.
Blessings,
NANA
Friday, July 22, 2011
Row row row a boat...
Finally, blogging again. I don't have anything to write before because i spent most of my days watching dvds. =D. Now, i'm watching Fringe. The movie itself is kinda weird you know.. my bro said it makes us stupid., so i guess i won't believe everything in that movie. just watch, listen and learn how they speak. That way, i can improve my English ;).
What i want to tell is, i don't get the dorm i want. *sigh. At first i was shocked and was very mad, but then, i stopped and thought about it again. Nothing can't be done anyway, i just needed to accept it. Maybe, God arranged it and He wanted something from me. So be it. Besides, i can move to another dorm after this semester =D. P.S. I got roommate. ;). This is going to be very exciting..! tick tock tick tock.. only few weeks left. Don't know what should i say about this. Being apart from family for a long time is what i never experience before. Do you know what it's like? alone there, no daddy or mommy, no siblings, no cousin? all by yourself? That's what i'm going to be. Plus, i'm not really good in socializing.
Well, i know all the consequences, but still i need to take it. I want to step out from my comfort zone, seeing the real world. Being independent. That's all i want to learn. Somehow, i felt like i'm being spoiled, everything i need was fulfilled easily. however, i know it can't last long. My parent can't always be there and help me. This is what i have realized. Standing on my own foot, that's what i want to learn so that i can survive in this cruel world.
Last, even though i'm going to experience something new in the next 3 weeks, i believe, God will always there beside me. He will provide me and He surely will guide me. That's what strengthen me these days. Always have faith in Him, i always have. =)
Blessings,
NANA
What i want to tell is, i don't get the dorm i want. *sigh. At first i was shocked and was very mad, but then, i stopped and thought about it again. Nothing can't be done anyway, i just needed to accept it. Maybe, God arranged it and He wanted something from me. So be it. Besides, i can move to another dorm after this semester =D. P.S. I got roommate. ;). This is going to be very exciting..! tick tock tick tock.. only few weeks left. Don't know what should i say about this. Being apart from family for a long time is what i never experience before. Do you know what it's like? alone there, no daddy or mommy, no siblings, no cousin? all by yourself? That's what i'm going to be. Plus, i'm not really good in socializing.
Well, i know all the consequences, but still i need to take it. I want to step out from my comfort zone, seeing the real world. Being independent. That's all i want to learn. Somehow, i felt like i'm being spoiled, everything i need was fulfilled easily. however, i know it can't last long. My parent can't always be there and help me. This is what i have realized. Standing on my own foot, that's what i want to learn so that i can survive in this cruel world.
Last, even though i'm going to experience something new in the next 3 weeks, i believe, God will always there beside me. He will provide me and He surely will guide me. That's what strengthen me these days. Always have faith in Him, i always have. =)
Blessings,
NANA
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Moody Week
Hi, fellas... Lazy to update my blog these days... Dvds are more attractive anyway.. lol
So, i'm crazy about Korean's drama this week.. just finished watching Secret Garden and i love the soundtrack so much.. the melodies are somehow beautiful and intriguing.. I can't stop listening to it.
Unfortunately, i need to stop watching Korean and start to watch GG and 90210. Luckily A has downloaded them and she lent it to me. =D. My english will improve if i watch Western drama.. but it won't if the drama is korean. ="(...
a little bit proof of my craziness to SG :
kim su-han-mu guh-bu-ki-wa du-ru-mi sam-chun-kab-ja-dong-bang-sak chi-chi-ka-po sa-li-sa-li saen-ta wuh-li-wuh-li sae-bu-li-kang mu-du-sael-la gu-ruum-ee huh-li-kae-een dam-byuh-lak suh-sang-won go-yang-ee ba-duk-ee-nun dol-dol-ee
=p..
i just love it when HyunBin started to chant this...
and a quote:
Being unable to eat and sleep is the basic thing. Waking up in the middle of the night will become a daily routine. Because the one you love has turned into someone else, you also can’t whine to each other for the fear of being scolded by that person. So, you cry by yourself. But what hurts the most is that person doesn’t actually miss me like the way I do. It’s like that person has forgotten about me and is simply being happy alone. All you want to do is die, but you can’t die either… because you’re scared that you won’t see that person again.”
So, i'm crazy about Korean's drama this week.. just finished watching Secret Garden and i love the soundtrack so much.. the melodies are somehow beautiful and intriguing.. I can't stop listening to it.
Unfortunately, i need to stop watching Korean and start to watch GG and 90210. Luckily A has downloaded them and she lent it to me. =D. My english will improve if i watch Western drama.. but it won't if the drama is korean. ="(...
a little bit proof of my craziness to SG :
kim su-han-mu guh-bu-ki-wa du-ru-mi sam-chun-kab-ja-dong-bang-sak chi-chi-ka-po sa-li-sa-li saen-ta wuh-li-wuh-li sae-bu-li-kang mu-du-sael-la gu-ruum-ee huh-li-kae-een dam-byuh-lak suh-sang-won go-yang-ee ba-duk-ee-nun dol-dol-ee
=p..
i just love it when HyunBin started to chant this...
and a quote:
Being unable to eat and sleep is the basic thing. Waking up in the middle of the night will become a daily routine. Because the one you love has turned into someone else, you also can’t whine to each other for the fear of being scolded by that person. So, you cry by yourself. But what hurts the most is that person doesn’t actually miss me like the way I do. It’s like that person has forgotten about me and is simply being happy alone. All you want to do is die, but you can’t die either… because you’re scared that you won’t see that person again.”
– Seul (Kim Sa Rang/ Secret Garden)
somehow, what i got from this movie is... Am I able to find the suitable one? for as long as i can see... i can't be who i am.. whenever they are around.. never...
Blessings,
NANA
Friday, July 1, 2011
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