I'm Crying...

I'm crying... because there are so much pain in this world
I'm crying... because i have no one to talk to
I'm crying .. because i'm tired of being good
I'm crying... because I don't know what i should do
I'm crying... because the world is too cruel
I'm crying... because i expect too much from people
I'm crying.. because i can't show others my tear
I'm crying... because i can't find somebody i can rely on
I'm crying.. because there is nobody i can trust anymore
I'm crying... because nobody can help me
I'm crying... because nobody cares


I'm broken inside..
I fell down and i can't stand by myself right now..


Sincerely,
NANA



Blessings,
NANA

Consume

It's Tuesday, guys and i have finished my classes of the week. Thanks to Mission Conference ;P. I think tomorrow Biola is gonna be totally different. Many attractive things are placed in the campus. just now i saw an apple hanging on the tree and it was only one. I'm looking forward to this conference. =DDD

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Anyway, these days have been very unproductive to me. I am getting lazier day by day and you know what? Midterm is coming. T.T. Oh my goodness... why oh why so soon?? Hope i can get through all of those things. You know what i mean- tons of paper, exams, worksheets, observation, etc. =.=

I think that's all for today. Gonna post some pictures later from mission conference.
Well, have a great day ahead folks! ;)

Blessings,
NANA

Down to the Soul

Just want to express my feeling for these days. I feel so sad recently although there are a lot of joy out there. There are so many thoughts lingered on my mind... and it is hard to be understood. Why? Why? and Why? I decided to write this thought and i hope you can understand...

I want you to know that i will always accept you for who you are. no matter what. I can't hate you cause you care for me. I can't abhore you even though you might hate me. I don't know why but you are a great friend for me. Please give me some time to adjust with the fact that humans are not flawless. I am not blaming you or avoiding you, but i need time. When the time has came, remember, i will accept you for who you are. Just... be patient. I don't know if you need me or not, but i will always be there for you when you have no one to talk to. I hope you understand. That's all i can say.


Sincerely,
NANA

One Picture of God's Grace

I feel like writing a new post today.. So random. Well, maybe i should write more often since the busy week ends today. =D. I'm so happy. everything back to normal and i can sit back and relax for a while. Anyway, i will post some pictures from last week. Since we are so stressed with the exams and paper, my friends and I went to have fun for 3 days. LOL. But it's a relief that we can go there and have our togetherness. Well, i guess God's grace once again is more than enough =). So, this is just a few pictures of us and i wanted to introduce them officially..

Panera bread started our day =D. Trust me, this is the most delicious and healthy lunch ;) esp for girlss

in the car.. brooom broomm

with Sharon <3

The Fives ( we named ourselves that ) ;)

With Olivia! my lebayest fren =p

We were waiting in line for Hollywood Terror Tower (the line was too long that we did not have anything to do besides taking pic)

Here it is!

Having Churos together with Alicia!!! =D the most mature friend i have ;D

Failed as barbies and ..  (i don't know nate wanted to be what) LOL

This is California Screaming. Taking pic before we went screaming together. Planned to take it again next time. =p

Disney's wheel during night time..

The last ride =p

The newest pic I took =p. I rarely took pic recently =(.

 Well, they all are my best friends here and i really thanked God that i can meet them. Sharon, Olivia, Alicia and Nate. They are gifts from God to me. =)

Have a great weekend guys! =) 


Blessings,
NANA

More than Enough

It's March, folks! I think my last post is one month ago. I know.. I'm so lazy to update nowadays. Anyway, one month has passed! How's your February? =). I think i had a really great time studying here. This semester is really different than the last. Although this semester is way too arduous, I can see how God works in my life. Taking 18 credits (full credits) is not easy. I will not get through this one month if not God is the one that help me. His grace is just more than enough. =)

Anyway, i just finished my week of exams. This week is extremely busy to me. Three exams, four papers. I will have two exam again next week and 3 papers? *sigh* I just don't have enough time to rest for a while. Everything is in rush. =|. But I'm glad that God is there for me. I don't know what will happen if I don't surrender everything in Him. Maybe i will get kicked out? Failed? Terrible.. =.="

Well, i'm still thankful though that i can rest for a while =DDD. so happpyy! Wait a second. I got some tips  on how to enjoy your studies!
1. Studying = glorifying God
You are using your mind to think. That means you have done God's purpose to create you! Try encourage yourself that it can bring joy to Daddy's heart.
2. Studying doesn't mean you must achieve A
Well, try to enjoy your studies by not striving to have an excellent grade. Come on.. If you got an A, but in the end you don't learn anything, what's the point? studying means learning things that bring benefit into your life! It's important for your future. It is not about getting an A. Try your best to do everything. BUT it does not mean that you can sit back and slack off. Remember that studying is glorifying God. Slacking off means you are not doing what God wants you to do. Oops.. too long for this NEXT!
3. You can do it because God gives you the wisdom
Remember that whenever you understand and do well on the test, it is God's grace! Ask God when you have trouble understanding. God will help you. Trust Him. ;)

The last thing i can say is that don't forget to thank God that you can study. Notice that studying is a grace, too. There are many people who don't have the chance to do what you do. So, don't take it for granted. enjoy while it lasts! =D.

Those tips are from my experiences anyway.. Hope it helps =).

Blessings,
NANA