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I don't have title for this post.. Kinda random to write a blog after dinner. I don't know why but i just want to post something. Well, tomorrow i'm going to have TWO exam. Psych and Math. thanks God that math is not really hard because it's elementary level math. The problem is psych. Gosh.. i have studied for 2 days, and today i'm gonna review it.
Another thing is that i start to work on my SIM paper for the bible class. it is getting harder. =.='. i need to read all the commentaries on Joshua 1 and then write the meaning of the passage. not easy to do, but i found some discoveries and this can make me understand the bible more, which is benefiting me. =D. Hope that i can do well on this paper. =)

I think that's all for today. God really blesses my abundantly today. Yesterday's problem vanished and i felt great today. =)
Anyway,
Good luck for everyone who is going to have tests tomorrow!! =)

Blessings,
NANA

Maybe i shouldn't be too happy

Had a bad dream yesterday and awake for the whole night, terrified..
I did not have a good feeling today... no mood at all and i felt like crying.
It's too much.. too much for me. I can't stand it any longer...
I just can rely on Him.. It's hard though, to surrender everything to him.. but as i walked back to dorm with all that stupid stuff in my mind, i saw someone wearing sweatshirt with the word "pray".
Pray... yes, that's what i need.. =(


Pain.. anxious... disappointment...

please erase that all God...

Blessings,
NANA

Half and Half

Yellow.... Happy weekend everyoneeee! Things have been great lately except my paper. =,='. Paper every week really kills me and i don't have the choice to escape from it. =(
BUT,
I'm so grateful that God sent me here =). I got bunch of great friends, cool and passionate professor, crazy roommate and floor-mates. Going to Biola was a blessing from God to me. This ain't an ordinary university, this is more than ordinary... Even i always complained about the homework, but actually i grew a lot through here... I love everything here... especially the Bible class.. Hope i can use my time here carefully... =)

Anyway, went to disneyland yesterday with my friends =D. I was so excited and i screamed a lot to release all my stress there. >.<. Play tower of terror, indiana jones, ariel.. Not much but i can go there next time cause i bought an annual pass. really worth it =D

Don't you love disneyland?????!?!! too bad that we only ride 3 things.. hueee.. gonna go there againn..

Have dimsum for brunch and ten ren's boba milk tea... and guess what.. we go to half and half again.. =p.. so full right now.. i think i will skip dinner =p

whatever... i'm bored..

Blessings,
NaNa

Special date =)

saw a post at my tumblr and found out quite unique =D

i <3 1, 3, 12, 15, 16 the most ... =)

Blessings,
NANA

You were there...

You were there
In everything I knew
From the moment I began
Always there
In every way I go
Saved me falling
Held my hand

You are shelter from the storm
The shadows fade away
All cares pass away

Hosanna, day by day
Your love lightens up the sky
As it shines across the night
Ave, regina caelorum decora
Virgo gloriosa, ave!
And when the end of day is come
Stay with me through the dark
And bring me home
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You are there
Whichever way I go
Keep me safely night and day
Always there
Whenever I'm alone
Hear me calling
Show the way

You are shelter from the storm
The shadows fade away
All cares pass away

Hosanna, day by day
Your love lightens up the sky
As it shines across the night
Ave, regina caelorum decora
Virgo gloriosa, ave!
And when the end of day is come
Stay with me through the dark
And bring me home

Stay with me through the dark
And bring me home


Blessings,
Nana

missing missing you

so what should i say? i missed my home, my parents, my siblings... my friends..

How are you guys? How's your college life? is it hard? is it stressing? is it amazing? or what else?

No sitting at starbucks, chit-chatting, playing tricks, joking.. No bbq-ing, playing twister, staying up late watching horror movies... this is college life *sigh.

I wished i brought all my photos so that i can "lepas rindu" zzzz...

it has been more than a year.. time flies quickly... can we do this again?

high school day =)

TLC ROCKS !!! =D

beloved brothers, and sister :*

complete family =). Missing mom and dad... 

Blessings,

NANA

Call me Natalie

So, here are some photos.. my blog needs some arts these days...

Some are hopes, some are regrets, some are happiness, some are lessons... =)

okay, gotta do this now..

Surrender

Do Not Worry

25“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life^b?

28“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Philippians 4 : 13

The verses above, strengthened me this week. I struggled so much 3 or 4 days ago. I was so frustrated and desperate about my homework. Everything is in writing, and as you guys have known, i dislike writing. It is a shocking experience for me. I'm not trying to be overreacted, guys, but that is the truth. things are not easy here. It's absolutely different with the high-school life. Back there, i never wrote academic papers. So, for readers, who are going to graduate from high school, i advise you to do a lot of preparations. *sigh. 

Anyway, to be honest, i was mad... truly mad at God, maybe this is the first time. I was asking for clue, praying so hard that He will help me, go to chapel, looking for answer, however that time, it seemed like He was not answering me. I cried while i was doing my homework. I asked Him, why He didn't answer me. I really needed Him that time because homework would be submitted tomorrow. But, He kept silent... then i was so tired and I went to sleep...

You know what He did tomorrow? He soothed me.. It was like peace came over me, He told me, not to worry. Everything will be fine.( these came from my heart). Well, He really meant it. Somehow, He worked amazingly, unbelievably, and it was beyond my expectations. He provided someone ( i met her accidentally) to correct my paper and ideas for my paper came suddenly. I knew what to write and things got better after that. See??? Is HE awesome?  He planned everything perfectly and finally, my assignments have been completed and it was satisfying. I don't know what to do, but i just keep thanking Him, for His help and the strength He gave to me. Thank you, Lord. Nothing compares to You... =)

I hope the verses can help to strengthen you guys.. 

Anyway, tomorrow is holiday.. Yayyyyyyy... but i still need to do homework.. Zzz..

That's all for today.. happy SUNDAY =D

Blessings

NANA