Thursday, June 30, 2011

Mess

I'm back from my summer vacation guys! Having lot of fun there and i finally can meet my dearest cousin =). So sad that i only can spend 8 days time with her.. *sigh. i miss her a lot , you know.. although i didn't cry when she left, i was so incredibly unwillingly to be apart with her.. =(. won't meet her again until next year..

Things didn't go smoothly after i went home. I got a lot of works to do. Confused about my course selection and i can't drop the classes that are wasting my time and useless. I'm so desperate because these classes have 7 credits. Dead meat!

and bad news is, i must submit my health form to the health center today. Great.. =.=". I haven't completed it. guess, i will ask for suspension.

i'm so worried now.. =(


Blessings,
NANA

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Breath Away

Annyong haseoooo... =DD. These 2 weeks i was extremely busy and i didn't have any time to stop.. keep running here running there, going to one place to another, but i love it. =). I have a bunch of work to do and there is no "galauing" anymore. Yeah, if i didn't have anything to do, i would stop and think a lot of matters that I will end up crying and complaining about how cruel my life is. So, i really should keep myself busy.

Lot of things had happened during 2 weeks ago. As usual, the concert went smoothly =). Thanks God. That was my very last performance on stage. Chamber Choir taught me a lot of things and i was grateful i can joined this choir. my voice won't be train well if i didn't enter this choir. At first, i didn't intend to enter M2CC, but luckily, Ken asked me to go to the audition and finally, i passed it. That was 3 years ago and now, it's sad that i can no longer continue because i'm going abroad. =(. I hope this choir will get better and better =D.

Nah,the first best thing is that my visa has been approved lo. I'm so glad and relieved. =). Furthermore, I am proud with myself, to be able to handle this visa approval by myself. I think being independent is not easy, but starting from now on, i will try to learn to be one.. =). I also want to thank my brother and my parents who can help me have a clear understanding for the procedure and brother's gf too, of course for the transportation. love you all <3

the second best moment is I have a mini reunion with my junior high school's classmates. =D. Had fun @the beach and my skin is tanned. oh yeahhh... B)
before getting wet... the beach's quite clean, isn't it?

writing TOVARISCH on the sand, Car did the decoration ;)

with jes, vero, and jowi


sitting on the seashore 

used to be look alike with her =P

wheeeee wheee wheeeeeeee

HELPP HELLPPP ! the boy from the left were Eric, Nico, and Rocco

the superstar!!! that's cahyo =P (sorry for spoiling your photo) duibuqi

red red red =D

my favorite pic =p. - wenny on the left and cahyo on the right 


quite a long post huh? hihihi...
sayonara...

oops.. happy father's day dad =)

Blessings,
NANA

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Boom Boom BOOM!

Howdy pals! Sorry for not updating my blog often because i was lazy to write and i must "finished" my DVDs. Lol. I have watched vampire diaries season 2 and it was brrrrr.... so intriguing and fascinating. I even memorized what katerina said, "You must be ELENA.." so Elena said, " How do we look exactly the same?".
Okay, sorry for that .. i almost addicted to that movie.=.=". Luckily, i finished it quickly. So, hwating for season 3 to be completed! =D. And now i am watching the korean musical drama, Dream HIGH! =D. I love music and certainly i like this drama, my friend recommended it to me anyway. maybe i should learn the song? =p.

I kept myself busy these days,watching dvds or memorizing song during the day. My choir has a concert again this Sunday, and i think this is my very last concert. Happy yet sad. Wonder if i can go on stage again after this.We will mostly sing traditional songs, in Indonesian, Bataknese, Hokkian, and Mandarin. If you want to watch us, just come to Graha Methodist Merak Jingga. They are celebrating the opening ceremony for the new building. =D.

During the night, ummmm... i went to church for my youth fellowship 40th anniversary's preparation. Black light and drama. I have mentioned that i coordinate drama for this time and thanks God, it can work well. My friend helped me and I didn't need to be worried again. =).

Taraaaa... and here's the good news. I almost completed my visa for the state and next week i am going to Jakarta for interview. Well, hope that i can get it soon and after that i can enjoy my vacation for this month. hihihi.

And the last thing i need to tell is, my another good friend, Julius a.k.a Jupe, lol, has gone to Jakarta and he will stay there. hmmm... kinda sad remembering that he won't come back. He is the second, and next week, Ken, the third. He is going to Filipina to continue his studies. Time sure flies so fast ,huh? they all, one by one will leave this town, and leave me. Weird... i didn't feel sad while i am writing this. Maybe i am insensitive towards goodbye now? I think i should leave first. I hate being left again.



Blessings,
NANA

Sunday, June 5, 2011

真心

我們一直是朋友很長一段時間, 但你對我事情, 明白. 你想要什麼?你能告訴我嗎?如果你不說,我沒有別的辦法. 我必須離開你.我要照顧自己,不想讓你傷害我.我想保護自己. 知道嗎?我被傷害了很多, 所以這一次我不會讓歷史重演. 希望你能清楚了解這件事情. 
我只需要你說實話.這就是我想請問你. 因為從一開始相信你.但現在我怕你會背叛我. 






祝福,
NANA

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Sail on, silver girl...



what should i say for today? you keep bugging my mind and i hate it. Why? I wish i didn't meet you from the beginning. okay? just go away. You ruin my life. 



I just can't stand you anymore.

Blessings,
NANA

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Don't worry, Be happy.

Seems like everyone in his/her Glooooooooooommy mood after I read his/her post so i tried to add some cheery situation in my post today.

Went swimming with church's friends today and you know what? I laughed a lot and never been so happy like this. =). Thanks for T.J for inviting me. =). I had the chance to know more about you all. Sad that i will leave all of you in 2 months.. yeah 2 months.=| What i am afraid of is my mom will cry, ocay.. maybe i am bad girl, but the truth is i can't stand seeing my mom crying, if she do that, it will rip my heart apart.*amiovereactingcauseijustwatchvampirediariesandimgettingaddictedtoittrywatchitguys =D

and about my friends, yeah.. i am prepared for that cause father had reminded me so i am ready for that. =). not that i want to forget my friends and then find the new ones, but because, this is LIFE. People COME, People GO. That's all. I just need to accept that fact and taraaa... won't be sad anymore. I can still see them anyway and this goodbye is not forever. Yeah, only maybe their roles will change but Someone who stays true to you, won't. =). Best friend will still be best friend. and others, who don't.. well, what can i say.. you can't force it, just let it go..

 What's stressing about June is, concert on 12nd June and drama preparation for Youth Fellowship's 40th anniversary. I practiced singing again as usual until late at night and then go home.  *sigh. I tried not to make it as my burden. And about my drama, he changed everything. I should be thankful actually. Hope for the best then. I can't complain because i haven't tried it so, i'm gonna try it tomorrow. I surrender everything to God and i believed He can help me even though i feel kind hopeless now. =(.

Last, i don't know what to say about this, but it seems like you are hiding something from me and well, i don't haul you over the coals... because i did it first. Somehow, it was you that started all of this and i can't trust you anymore. I'm sorry but you gave me no choice. =(. I had to find the truth. I'm sorry once again.


i think it is not a really happy post, isn't it? =P. So sorry.. =P. Anyway it is June guys, Welcome JUNE! =DDD. Be good !!

Blessings,
NANA