I'm in a state of recovery right now. Having a small operation with my teeth last Wednesday and i believe this is the most painful operation i ever had with my teeth. I've gone through root canal and tooth implant, but never as painful as this one. Really a nightmare for me, however i like the dentist. He is good and friendly. =), not like my previous dentist, who always scares me to death. lol. anyway, thanks God that it is getting better and better. Thanks for all of your prayers too. =). Usually, it will bleed for a week, but i think it will stop tomorrow. I'm so glad it recovers very fast. ;). Btw, i'm getting fat. Sighh.. weird.. i only eat porridge and noodle. maybe days before i ate a lot of ice cream. well, need to eat it to freeze the blood. That's the good part of the operation. =p.
One week left.... What should i say about this? excited yet unwillingly to leave. I think spending more time with my family will be a priority for me this week. actually, what i am afraid of is seeing my mom cry. well, never see she cries before, that's why i don't want to see her dropping that tears. I hope she won't cry. please God, strengthen her. =(.
I still haven't packed, sigh. dunno what should i bring.
Blessings,
NANA
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Row row row a boat...
Finally, blogging again. I don't have anything to write before because i spent most of my days watching dvds. =D. Now, i'm watching Fringe. The movie itself is kinda weird you know.. my bro said it makes us stupid., so i guess i won't believe everything in that movie. just watch, listen and learn how they speak. That way, i can improve my English ;).
What i want to tell is, i don't get the dorm i want. *sigh. At first i was shocked and was very mad, but then, i stopped and thought about it again. Nothing can't be done anyway, i just needed to accept it. Maybe, God arranged it and He wanted something from me. So be it. Besides, i can move to another dorm after this semester =D. P.S. I got roommate. ;). This is going to be very exciting..! tick tock tick tock.. only few weeks left. Don't know what should i say about this. Being apart from family for a long time is what i never experience before. Do you know what it's like? alone there, no daddy or mommy, no siblings, no cousin? all by yourself? That's what i'm going to be. Plus, i'm not really good in socializing.
Well, i know all the consequences, but still i need to take it. I want to step out from my comfort zone, seeing the real world. Being independent. That's all i want to learn. Somehow, i felt like i'm being spoiled, everything i need was fulfilled easily. however, i know it can't last long. My parent can't always be there and help me. This is what i have realized. Standing on my own foot, that's what i want to learn so that i can survive in this cruel world.
Last, even though i'm going to experience something new in the next 3 weeks, i believe, God will always there beside me. He will provide me and He surely will guide me. That's what strengthen me these days. Always have faith in Him, i always have. =)
Blessings,
NANA
What i want to tell is, i don't get the dorm i want. *sigh. At first i was shocked and was very mad, but then, i stopped and thought about it again. Nothing can't be done anyway, i just needed to accept it. Maybe, God arranged it and He wanted something from me. So be it. Besides, i can move to another dorm after this semester =D. P.S. I got roommate. ;). This is going to be very exciting..! tick tock tick tock.. only few weeks left. Don't know what should i say about this. Being apart from family for a long time is what i never experience before. Do you know what it's like? alone there, no daddy or mommy, no siblings, no cousin? all by yourself? That's what i'm going to be. Plus, i'm not really good in socializing.
Well, i know all the consequences, but still i need to take it. I want to step out from my comfort zone, seeing the real world. Being independent. That's all i want to learn. Somehow, i felt like i'm being spoiled, everything i need was fulfilled easily. however, i know it can't last long. My parent can't always be there and help me. This is what i have realized. Standing on my own foot, that's what i want to learn so that i can survive in this cruel world.
Last, even though i'm going to experience something new in the next 3 weeks, i believe, God will always there beside me. He will provide me and He surely will guide me. That's what strengthen me these days. Always have faith in Him, i always have. =)
Blessings,
NANA
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Moody Week
Hi, fellas... Lazy to update my blog these days... Dvds are more attractive anyway.. lol
So, i'm crazy about Korean's drama this week.. just finished watching Secret Garden and i love the soundtrack so much.. the melodies are somehow beautiful and intriguing.. I can't stop listening to it.
Unfortunately, i need to stop watching Korean and start to watch GG and 90210. Luckily A has downloaded them and she lent it to me. =D. My english will improve if i watch Western drama.. but it won't if the drama is korean. ="(...
a little bit proof of my craziness to SG :
kim su-han-mu guh-bu-ki-wa du-ru-mi sam-chun-kab-ja-dong-bang-sak chi-chi-ka-po sa-li-sa-li saen-ta wuh-li-wuh-li sae-bu-li-kang mu-du-sael-la gu-ruum-ee huh-li-kae-een dam-byuh-lak suh-sang-won go-yang-ee ba-duk-ee-nun dol-dol-ee
=p..
i just love it when HyunBin started to chant this...
and a quote:
Being unable to eat and sleep is the basic thing. Waking up in the middle of the night will become a daily routine. Because the one you love has turned into someone else, you also can’t whine to each other for the fear of being scolded by that person. So, you cry by yourself. But what hurts the most is that person doesn’t actually miss me like the way I do. It’s like that person has forgotten about me and is simply being happy alone. All you want to do is die, but you can’t die either… because you’re scared that you won’t see that person again.”
So, i'm crazy about Korean's drama this week.. just finished watching Secret Garden and i love the soundtrack so much.. the melodies are somehow beautiful and intriguing.. I can't stop listening to it.
Unfortunately, i need to stop watching Korean and start to watch GG and 90210. Luckily A has downloaded them and she lent it to me. =D. My english will improve if i watch Western drama.. but it won't if the drama is korean. ="(...
a little bit proof of my craziness to SG :
kim su-han-mu guh-bu-ki-wa du-ru-mi sam-chun-kab-ja-dong-bang-sak chi-chi-ka-po sa-li-sa-li saen-ta wuh-li-wuh-li sae-bu-li-kang mu-du-sael-la gu-ruum-ee huh-li-kae-een dam-byuh-lak suh-sang-won go-yang-ee ba-duk-ee-nun dol-dol-ee
=p..
i just love it when HyunBin started to chant this...
and a quote:
Being unable to eat and sleep is the basic thing. Waking up in the middle of the night will become a daily routine. Because the one you love has turned into someone else, you also can’t whine to each other for the fear of being scolded by that person. So, you cry by yourself. But what hurts the most is that person doesn’t actually miss me like the way I do. It’s like that person has forgotten about me and is simply being happy alone. All you want to do is die, but you can’t die either… because you’re scared that you won’t see that person again.”
– Seul (Kim Sa Rang/ Secret Garden)
somehow, what i got from this movie is... Am I able to find the suitable one? for as long as i can see... i can't be who i am.. whenever they are around.. never...
Blessings,
NANA
Friday, July 1, 2011
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