Sunday, September 4, 2011

Surrender

Do Not Worry

25“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his lifeb?
28“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Philippians 4 : 13

The verses above, strengthened me this week. I struggled so much 3 or 4 days ago. I was so frustrated and desperate about my homework. Everything is in writing, and as you guys have known, i dislike writing. It is a shocking experience for me. I'm not trying to be overreacted, guys, but that is the truth. things are not easy here. It's absolutely different with the high-school life. Back there, i never wrote academic papers. So, for readers, who are going to graduate from high school, i advise you to do a lot of preparations. *sigh. 
Anyway, to be honest, i was mad... truly mad at God, maybe this is the first time. I was asking for clue, praying so hard that He will help me, go to chapel, looking for answer, however that time, it seemed like He was not answering me. I cried while i was doing my homework. I asked Him, why He didn't answer me. I really needed Him that time because homework would be submitted tomorrow. But, He kept silent... then i was so tired and I went to sleep...
You know what He did tomorrow? He soothed me.. It was like peace came over me, He told me, not to worry. Everything will be fine.( these came from my heart). Well, He really meant it. Somehow, He worked amazingly, unbelievably, and it was beyond my expectations. He provided someone ( i met her accidentally) to correct my paper and ideas for my paper came suddenly. I knew what to write and things got better after that. See??? Is HE awesome?  He planned everything perfectly and finally, my assignments have been completed and it was satisfying. I don't know what to do, but i just keep thanking Him, for His help and the strength He gave to me. Thank you, Lord. Nothing compares to You... =)

I hope the verses can help to strengthen you guys.. 

Anyway, tomorrow is holiday.. Yayyyyyyy... but i still need to do homework.. Zzz..
That's all for today.. happy SUNDAY =D

Blessings
NANA


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