Lost and No Clue

My last school exam ended today and I supposed to be very happy and grateful, but no, i wasn't. At first, i was overjoyed and relieved, but after that, when night came, that feeling came again. What i fear, finally happened. and back to that time again, i feel so awry. I hate myself. Well, i shouldn't, but actually, it is definitely not me. I want the old me back.
Life is hard for me now. I don't know how to handle it. I even think that i should take "how to socialize" class. Sigh. everything is wrong, so wrong, wrong wrong wrong. =(

Maybe people like me should be alone...



Blessings,
Nana