To the FULLEST!

Hellowww, it's wednesday! =D. i was quite happy today cause i have been keeping myself busy starting from this morning. ;). Being really productive is my goal this summer. =D. so, here's my list for my today activity:
1. Going to aerobic class with mom
2. Go to the market
3. Have breakfast at home ( I have eaten "bubur sumsum" YAY! *checklist*)
4. watching Captain America (this is cool! more than what i expected ;) )
5. go to Cambridge (shopping with momma)
6. yoga
7. church =D
So happy that finally i can come back to sing in the choir. it has been one year. well, i hope that this summer i can learn something. i also want to bring myself closer to God. This summer really gives me a lot of temptations to stray away from Him. I hope He can bring me near to Him. I wanted to learn Him although i'm not in Biola. Trying to train myself ;D.

I hope you guys have a great day ahead! Remember to smile , cause you are beautiful when you smile =).


Blessings,
NANA

Cotton Candy!

Back in town! yuhuuuu... i'm so happy cause i can sleep on my own bed, can shower in my own bathroom, can play my piano, andddddd can eat my mom's cook food! XDDD. bad news is that my hometown is terribly hot.. :| I sweat a lot. but nvm, as long as i can enjoy my time here, nothing can make me grumble =D.

Soooo, right now i'm trying to register for online class this summer... i failed to register for the first session, and luckily, there is second session, thank God. *phew.wish me luck for that. if i did not register i think i might be bored with my holiday and with my brain unused. =.=". while i'm trying to apply, i try to be productive this holiday. taking yoga and fitness classes are one of the main activities. I also try to take piano courses. there are also some stuffs to be taken care of. I already cut my hair! =D. and i need to go to the doctor to check some things. i also need to go to the dentist to take care of my teeth. Hearing the word "dentist" really terrified me. Well, i don't have a good chemistry with that word. Growing up dealing with them traumatized me. T^T. now i need to do some operation again. *sigh.

anyway.. have a good summer break  minasamaaa... i might update my post more often since i did not have anything to do ;). Ciao!

 Do i look younger? =)

Blessings,

NANA

To LOVE?

howdy! how r u guys? i'm currently in Sg right now and still can't believe that i'm here with my dearest family. =). I arrived here two days ago and maybe i'm still having a lil bit jetlag, but i'm doing better, i think =D.

I have eaten lotso food since yesterday. dimsum, turtle soup, taiwanese food, bubble milk tea.. lol. heaven. but, the milk tea has a better taste back there, maybe i should try KOI? tomorrow maybe. and i want to have duck rice and chicken rice. something that i can't get in BIOLA. =p. ahh.. going to be a fattie lol. nvm. let's think about that later ;p.

Recently, i'm having trouble loving someone. well, it is not that kind of "love" i'm talking of. The love i'm talking about here is the love for others. To love someone you are irritated of, someone you dislike, someone you want to get away from, someone you hate, someone you don't even want to talk to... It's just hard to do that. i wonder how God did it for us. The question that i'm still asking until right now. God who loved us so much.. us, who are sinners; who had killed, who had betrayed, who had lied, who had done all the bad stuffs.. but He still loves us..

I just want to be like God, day by day... maybe it's not now.. cause i know i'm not perfect.. but I will try to love.. to love others.. i hope one day, i can love someone who doesn't deserve to be loved... will that day come??

Blessings,

NANA

FINALS!

apology for readers! from the last post i promised to write a "post" last week but.. =.='. seems like I really don't have the time to craft all my thoughts in one post. I really need time to write it cause i want it as encouragement. Since i had a bad writing.. well, basically, i need time. Maybe after finals? lol. PLUS, i need to pack all my things because i'm going home in 4 days =DDDD. so much to pack >.<. but i'm super duper excited. really can't wait for Friday.. mom, dad, i'm coming >.<

I supposed to study right now. =S. but i'm not into it.. =(((. Otoke? huhuhuhu





Blessings,
NANA

eager eager eager

This is not a really important post.. but i really want to write something.. =D. Guess what i'm doing now?

yepp.. studying for my bio practicum test! it reminded me of junior and senior high school and apparently, i must study all over again in COLLEGE! =.='. The good news is that it is easier to understand in english. Lol. =DD

Going home in 8 days. so excited... but need to overcome all the finals.. 

Anyway, i promise that i will post something this week after i finish all my exams. I really want to write this because it suddenly comes to my mind. hope that that post will encourage and comfort you guys! =D

Blessings,

NANA

God's right here...

Hey, heard you were up all nightThinking about how your world ain't rightAnd you wonder if things will ever get betterAnd you're asking why is it always raining on youWhen all you want is just a little good newsInstead of standing there stuck out in the weather
Oh, don't hang your headIt's gonna endGod's right thereEven if it's hard to see HimI promise you that He still caresWhen the waves are taking you underHold on just a little bit longerHe knows that this is gonna make you stronger, strongerThe pain ain't gonna last foreverAnd things can only get betterBelieve meThis is gonna make you strongerGonna make you stronger, stronger, strongerBelieve me, this is gonna make you Stronger
Try and do the best you canHold on and let Him hold your handAnd go on and fall into the arms of JesusOh, lift your head it's gonna endGod's right thereEven when you just can't feel HimI promise you that He still cares
'Cause if He started this work in your lifeHe will be faithful to complete itIf only you believe itHe knows how much it hurtsAnd I'm sure that He's gonna help you get through this

I'm broken inside out and i need Thee... I feel so much pressure here and i don't whom i can talk to right now :(. Only God knows the reason why..And this song really encourages me.. i hope it can be encouragement for all of you who are struggling right now. Stay strong and be stronger.


Blessings,NANA

Exhausting

I am too tired, doing the same thing again, again, and again...

I just can't understand why people seemed to do that..

Maybe i will just do it my way.. I just can't do that again..

It hurts, and it will often comes along... 

i hope you can understand what i mean

or maybe you won't.. at all..

Blessings,

NANA